寂静的夜，也是个无眠的夜。
病菌在折腾着我。
我挣扎着，想保持清醒，却奈何力不从心；想跌入深沉的睡眠，却怎么也无能为力。
像站在天秤的中间，像站在悬崖的最后底线，我努力地保持平衡，风吹得我的脸好刺痛好冰冷，我的心在无声哀嚎。
呜～
妈咪， 我好辛苦。
I am totally desperated.
I am definitely out of mind.
I can smell the death.
I am dying.
since you are dying, you are not yet dead.
ReplyDeletesince you are sick, you are not yet dead;
as you still can feel the pain, the torture, the heartbeat..
and you still has a hope to get well..
you are still better, than those already dead.
they can say nothing. but smiling.
In the picture on their graveyard.